Dancing FAIL

A group of my friends and I are trying out for the talent show. Are we going to get in? Probably not... (don't tell ____ I said that .O.) Anyways, one girl made a mix tape of a bunch of different songs. Problem? We've been working on the Lucky Star dance for about a week and a half, and we've just about finished it. We're pretty off task, and at every practice, there's always someone missing, so then we have to get them caught up at the next practice and ahhhh @.@

Right now, we're trying to learn Ring Ding Dong by SHINee. It's no piece of cake, especially since my hips seem to be nonexistent... T^T

The chorus part that we're learning starts at 0:18. It's kinda hard to learn it from this video since it's not the dance version, I can't find that one >.< so I'm looping bits of the MV on infinitelooper.com, which is my favorite site to learn dances from. ( Let's get this straight, I don't dance...or at least, I didn't until last week) I'm starting to get sick of this song, after listening to the chorus looped for an hour or so O_O And I really don't know why, but I can NOT do the hula-hoop hip thing at the beginning of the chorus! >.< My hips can't, or won't, move. I look like an awkward turtle...



And yeah...Makes me feel incompetent or something... >.>
A lot of girls are having breakdowns too...anxiety attacks and such...the leader broke down twice, she's sooooo stressed out! I told her to chill, if we don't make it in, oh well, we tried our hardest, etc. Because it's not like we're not trying. We've been practicing a couple of hours a day pretty much every day after school for the past week. I just want it to be over already. We have three minutes to perform and wanna know how much we've got down? Just the Lucky Star dance, so, about thirty seconds. I really don't know what happened with my attitude. Last week I said, "Let's do this thing!!!" Today I thought, "Can I quit now?" I guess it's because I can feel the impending doom of failure, and I really don't like failing. I have a bunch of projects due soon as well, and I'm not going to sacrifice academics for a talent show performance, no matter how "great the experience will be." Man, I'm starting to hate this blog now. Seems like I'm fuming half of the time, which I probably am... =-= I'm disappointed in myself. But I can't blow off steam at my friends and family, since no one wants to listen to a 14-year-old teenage girl's problems, so might as well do it here, where the only people that look at this blog are bored strangers that I will never meet with in real life.

Aaaanyways, I went off topic again, didn't I? Aaaagh. I like the Lucky Star dance <3 Minimum hip movement involved. ^^ But grrrrr, SHINee... Why do you have to be so difficult to learn? Even my boy friend can move his hips more fluently than I can.



Feel like screaming every time I see this GIF, although I'll probably laugh about it later. Ahh, it's nice  to just chill at home and eat belgian chocolate (my friend gave me a huge bar of it for my b-day, love ya sweetie) and type a blog post. I could almost forget that tryouts are in 2 days from today, English project's due Friday, etc. Ahhh. *sigh* Would it be so much as to ask for one day to sleep? I was so tired today. My science teacher called me out because I was watching her and I think it was taking longer and longer for my eyes to open. Aaaand, that's it guys. Wish me luck on trying to get my straight-as-a-board body to do the hula-hoop XD .... _ _lll      T^T