Well, summer school's begun! So it's high school. I guess. It's really different from my old school. There are so many people I don't know, and so few that I do. Well, new experiences, right? It's not like I dislike it. I've been taking Health since last week, Monday through Thursday. Then the same thing this week, and then I get a week off. Then I take Algebra for 3 weeks, the next day is band camp for a couple more weeks, and then school starts the next day. Essentially, I get one week of summer. Which is the shortest summer I've ever had! T^T But that's okay. It's good to keep my brain active during the summer. The only thing I don't like about summer school is you're sitting in a classroom for six hours with only one 15 minute break in between, learning about only one subject; so I lose interest after about two hours. I don't know how I'm going to survive in Algebra. *sighs*
And it's so hard without all my nakama to help me through this. I didn't realize how much they mean to me until I know longer saw them anymore. Some of us met up last weekend at my house and I hugged them so tight...Wow. It was okay in elementary school to have so few friends, but once I got a taste of having support and smiles all around me, I can't go back to being a happy loner anymore. I miss them... It's kind of pathetic. But that's human nature, right? We're dependent on others to help us get through life. I haven't made any friends either at my high school yet. Everyone I've met so far are...normal. No otakus, no axe-murdering psychopaths (just kidding), but you get my drift. Everyone's so normal, it's a little scary.
I'm doing my best to survive, and really, it's not that bad. I'm sure I'll make some buddies at band camp, or maybe I'll make nakama if I join the anime club. And maybe I won't make any at all and go back to my social introverted self. We'll just have to see.
